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Layla Kamikaze

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i know i know [08 Sep 2008|02:21am]

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[21 Aug 2008|12:28am]
Summer is coming to an end!

Past few weeks consisted of hanging out with good friends, heart mends and breaks, going to The Faint after party and met really swell people, eating good food (fuck my bloated stomach), finding out I am 118-119 lbs, falafel, rooster illusions, rings, dresses, long walks, being up at about 7 miles in running, hiking, hot tubbing, music making, etc.

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[18 Jul 2008|03:05am]
 I need to get my shit together about eating. This is so not cool. What the fuck has happened to me?
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[15 Jul 2008|03:04am]
[ mood | crazy ]

 all i wanted to do was to watch a decent movie
it's all scratched, covered with ash and wine
two days, three days, go by i've noticed
i have yet to  really unwind
what i really wanted to was lay in bed together
sheets over our head and fingers glide
but that's all said done, it's over, all it takes is time

couldn't we have stayed endlessly
without the names the words exchanged
could i have just kept it together
instead of losing my mind
I should have stayed strong
pushed away that feeling
knowing what we had was good
but i said, it's done, it's over
we'll give it a few days, and we'll both be on route

I know we're young, immature, uneasy
what have we got to lose
our hearts with mend, with sutures, maybe
but that pressure will still break and push on through
you've got to deal and live with it all together
it's just a lesson, they said, well learned
but I'll have a hard time forgetting you, my boo, my baby
perhaps i never do.

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[10 May 2008|02:50pm]

Just finished watching Season 3 of Top Chef.  Did not realize Rocco Disparito was in the finale. sjdhsajdhask
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[01 May 2008|05:25pm]
the bumps on the road are murder suicide

the nature of man isn't hidden underneath it all
I see it on the surfuce all too clear.
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[23 Apr 2008|09:56pm]
I'm training for a Marathon for this October...basically every friday  night and saturday mornings are taken away from me. Starts with 4 Mile runs at 8 AM to 20 miles ones later at 6 AM....ugh
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[23 Apr 2008|01:55am]
Just finished my paper of Borderline Personality Disorder...ugggh...

Birthday was quite fun, good company.

Boyfriend came home on actual birthday which made my weekend.  We went hiking and had cake.

Pics to come soon!
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[02 Apr 2008|03:10am]
boyfriend is coming home in 2 weeks and in 2 weeks and 1 day i'll be 23...

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[31 Mar 2008|02:29pm]

This weekend was pretty good...I always have a hazy recollection of my weeks (onl because I have a weak memory, nothing more nothing less).  Friday we all decided to have a night of leisurely walking in Georgetown and a small dinner than back to Meghan's for some PRSince we were all broke as a joke and/or paying bills that following week.  We ended up chit chatting with the filming crew for the movie coming out called State of Plays.  Really nice guys, I suppose.  We went back to Meghan's for some PRS and Bazow time.  Saturday we went to Ultrabar and that was delightful for us to get out, we had a crazy night and missed the metro and I basically just fell asleep on the cab and car ride back....crazy

Saturday as well, my mother sister and i attempted to go hiking on Bull Run Mountain but missed it...we couldn't find the damn exit...I could see the mountain and I had to resist my temptation to just drive through the fields to get to it...

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[27 Mar 2008|11:49am]
I'm developing a cupcake in honor of taipan this week.  It will be fun and exquisite.
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I love you Taipan [26 Mar 2008|02:48pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Last night was by far one of the saddest nights for me...

Taipan was the most amazing and loyal dog and even at her decrepid years I still felt safe coming home because I knew she would be waiting on the top of the steps for me.  She was always laying under my piano bench when I was younger to hear me play and was the best doggie checkers player in the world.  I'm going to miss her. 

RIP Taipan August 1992- March 2008
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[24 Mar 2008|10:56pm]
love, Claudia and joseph gordon-levitt doing the GQ photoshoot. I hearted JGL  so much back in the day.
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[12 Mar 2008|10:11pm]
i am eating well in ohio, haha....lots of veggies and eggs...yum. I felt like shit yesterday but I worked out 2 1/4 hrs today 1 hr cardio while he was in class, rest weights with Steve.

The weather is shitty and I miss Bazow!
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[05 Mar 2008|02:41pm]
 i'm a fat ass. I ate two bowsl of cereal for breakfat. went to teh gym, ate cantalope almonds and stringbeans than after class ate almonds and almost 2 health bars. Why do i feel like crap, it might been have been the fact that after i ate the "health bars" that i read "high maltose corn syrup" and sugar for like...every other 5 words.  Damn it, onet ime i let my gaurd down and i ate crap.
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[01 Mar 2008|03:56am]

I've been having fun with the Bazow! girls.  We went to Busboys & Poets Tuesday night for open mic but didn't get in so we ended up having 2 appetizers and drinks than heading to Tryst for some final conversation.

Tonight was good as well....interesting.
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[26 Feb 2008|12:52am]
I've been replaying and evaluating conversations we've had.  I really want to bring more to it and learn new things.  Talin is right when its what you bring to the relationship, sure distance and time are a factor but you can learn from another is so important in keeping everything alive.

I miss him and it's seeing him at the airport that just fixes everything.  I get washed over and everything is okay once again, it's my reassurance I guess that everything will be ok.
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[25 Feb 2008|10:58pm]
I don't really watch award shows but i'm estatic that Marion Cotillard won an oscar!
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things i want to do this summer perhaps.. [24 Feb 2008|10:01pm]
-take a blown glass art class
-volunteer for archaelogical excavations
-kiss my mush mush all over his purty face.
-weekend trips (we must all work, bah)
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[22 Feb 2008|04:22pm]
thinking of some good times to keep my heart from breaking
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